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Monday, February 5, 2018
He never let me down. But when I finally met him 12 years ago I looked at a rundown version of myself. A foreboding meeting, an encounter of acceptance, and all I wanted to see a look of wonder in the eyes. Yet I only saw pain behind his eyes, the depths of a paincave I could only imagine. What was it? A disease? Regret or shame? Drugs? Yea, maybe it was drugs. Nah, it was a bipolar disorder. That’s it. It has to be with eyes that filled with pain. I mean, he was a hobo, a fucking skid row derelict for his life; not this hippy happy hobo trendy thing, but a REAL hobo. His paincave ran deep; he endured everything, no regrets.
I watched his mannerisms, observed his gesticulation, studied our similarities, arms waving and his face convulsing, his fingers gyrating, hearing tales of a hobo life. I mean, being a hobo to me is like a Mexican being a Mexican or any ethnicity that bleeds that ethnicity. Watching him: fuck it; I bleed hobo.
I rove over lands like a coyote, on the fringe, rather, within a fringe of society feeling ‘outside.’ I often wonder how I have made it, or not lost it. How am I still here? I often wonder how I have not ended up like him, even though I am him.
A year ago this day, I still felt detached from everything, mainly people and society. I had walked 6500m in 7 months and felt obscure, apathetic. I kept blaming a lightning strike that struck within about 150ft away, reasoning that the electric charge travelled within the ground and put me miles away from myself or anyone else. I felt blank, sullen. I drank heavily that night, a year ago today. Something deep inside felt heavy and empty, a blank mass. I felt the lightning strike again, the blink of the flash stayed with me.
The flash stayed with me like an excuse, like that first encounter with him. Unbeknownst to me, I felt him, finally losing him. I recall glancing at him and consciously saying to myself ‘that’s me.’ A few months later, my mom told me that he had died that same day, a year ago from today. The details hazily obscure, although his life within a fringe heavily apparent. And that date, last year, I pinpointed that blank mass in my memory and intuitively knew that was why I ached that night, that my paincave echoed with that flash of lightning.
Found on the side of a desolate road in an old minivan, hunched over, bloated heart, diabetic, fraught with pain, guilt and shame, succumbed to the elements——did he have that look of wonder behind those eyes. When I saw him: did he ever? He must have, because I do. I think he gazed in the vast distance, contemplating nothing, only discerning wavy blurs, the blues of the hobo, the pursuit of the unattainable, the chase of the infinite, erasing time, eroding self. With the brief encounter, I wonder, still, and my eyes smile more that my mouth. I saunter on towards something I know not, a nameless path, towards the indiscernible.
Monday, December 4, 2017
Cordillera Real Traverse
We woke up to a very frigid morning. In fact, this particluar morning I wore all my clothes to start the morning off as temps dipped to around 10 degrees. We frolicked through a mucky bog---meh, I wouldn't say frolicked rather than hopped, just hoping not to fall or sink into the bog. Our path meandered and we each took our own throught he bog figuring out our own little puzzle acrosss the boggy platform maze. Luckily, most of the bog was frozen so we didn't sink too much, however, one little step for Swami proved to be a cold one. He sank up to at least mid calf in the frozen pampa. We kept moving to keep warm and matters didn't get any easier by the steep climb up a loose scree field. The air became really thick in the frigid morning, really exerting tremendous pressure on our lungs. I kept wanting to say something funny to Swami about his frozen leg situation; shit, we shared a chuckle or two but nothing too acerbic because I was so damn thankful my legs were dry. But something wet and that cold and frozen isn't anything new to Swami. Shit, that was funny. The Bogmaster himself in full boggy action. Massive shadows creeped over the deep valley while behind us the largest and biggest concentration of glacier seemed frozen in time suspended in even higher valleys and gorges---Glacier Heaven. The sun eventually hit the scree slope and the rocky outcrop we were climbing on. The morning sun rays shot angled from the lofty peaks which spliced the rays between serrated teeth of rock that illuminated the chocolate-smeared hillside. After warming up a bit from the rays behind a sheltered rock we descended a beautiful cirque. Rocky and chock full of house-sized boulders, we ambled along frozen shores of frozen tarns and icy streams.
The bogs are worth mentioning, and not just the aptly named pampas that flutter from your mouth as you say the name or as you hop from spongy platform to platform that evokes a childish stomp and playful manner. The frozen bogs in the high mountain range, consolidated by enormous peaks with huge glaciers all crammed in a relatively small area are nasty and tricky to negotiate. The spiky grass and other greenery in the bogs poke right through your shoes like the needles from a cholla cactus. I got to the point whenever I was tired or just plain cold I really tender-footed it across the bog just so I wouldn't get my feet poked with the sharp spines. But the sublime silence and the quietude of the icy air are two qualities that makes the bogs quite fond in my memories of the whole Cordillera Real Traverse, like a fulfilling gulp of fresh air to sustain a growing vitality.
Is there something as redundant as me writing about another steep another climb up into wide open pampas with huge cliff sides? To describe a dramatic landscape so generally one pass can become as muddied and mundane as any pass in very many lesser mountain ranges. The truth is every single one of the 23 passes of the CRT were simply incredible, mind-blowing. And with our free-reign over our route we had the fortuitous option of choosing passes that we thought were attainable so others may hike them, as well as which passes passed the eye test, which in the end provided us with a gluttonous offering that overwhelmed the eyes. All this being said, the next pass described might have been the most meaningful and best shared pass for Swami and I. We decided on a different route on the way up the humungous pampa-filled basin and went up over a 17000ft pass we dubbed No Name Pass in honor of our shared favorite movie 'The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly.'
Tuco antagonizingly asked, "What was it you told me last time?"
"If you save your breath I feel a man like you can manage it, " Tuco continued.
"...And if you don't manage it, you'll die."
At nearly 17400ft, this no-named pass on the map is one we took a chance on, as well as being the highest pass on the CRT. On our map, we hiked and stood on where the glacier once was cemented in this stark landscape, like a defeated stalwart holding on to the last of its stronghold I felt to be above a moat slowly seepaing away its water, while directly above us towered a some-odd 19000ft peak, jagged and lonely, a castle in ruin, now susceptible to a draining and ebbing moat. The glacier itself was dusty, yet cerulean blue under heaps and eons of ice. I could hear water dripping in the vast air of silence, the cold sun warm in the dry, high alpine. My head throbbed, my eyes watered, my feet crunched through slivers of snow, then splicing through loose rock; my mind was clear hidden under the ice sheets of time. The descent: dangerous, slow-going and took all our concentration. Time stopped, unlike the melting glacier, as each step took tremendous focus over precarious, loose talus. Dark red and ferrous, we plunged throught he rock below menacing peaks and fragile castles under a peaceful blue sky. On the way down, in between sketchy steps, I would stop and fathom even bigger mountains around us. At least two enormous ones cloaked with massive glaciers and one milky lake situated in a cirque, the pockmarked walls around the lake cleaved from fresh rock fall of glacial erosion.
Up and over an 'easier' pass of 15000ft with graded trail from the llama shepherds of the mountains that traversed from drainage to drainage. Views of Nevado Illampu, nearly 20900ft, finally appeared after over a 100m of slogging through these majestic mountains. The moonscape surroundings glittered in the sunlight, charcoal striations and chocolate colored lines painted the landscape, scree fields and compacted sand spackled the terrain, the earthy colors caked into the earth while the talus flakes glistened in the light and crackled under each footstep. Not only did Illampu appear but Lake Titicaca sparkled in the background, miles upon miles away. We had a fun descent into huge basins with a trail that meandered along gradual contoured lines. As we descended both Nevado Illampu and Lake Titicaca vanished from our line of vision. The resplendent mountains around screamed 'ME!' to garner our affection and attention.
A tough start to a frigid morning going over another quintessential pass. Loose talus and scree, a barren place with no trail last 750ft, simply a lung buster through sinking obsidian flakes, like walking through a fossilized fire pit. The beautiful descent had us plunge through talus and loose shale. Excellent views of Nevado Illampu and Nevado Jankhouma dazzled in the distance, the most enormous massif we had seen yet. Emerald lakes glistened in the distance as brilliant glaciers frozenly oozed through huge gouges of pure rock. Reflections of the massifs within glacial tarns entranced us and entertained us enough for a while while we snapped pictures. What was thought as trail from the heights we had been at was now a sliver of road. We passed some of the most spectacularly blue colored lakes I have ever seen, in particular Laguna Carizal. After a steady climb we went over to the east side of the Cordillera Real. Suddenly granite rock became prevalent, polished walls dappled with a dark patina loomed over head shining in the afternoon sun. Such a stark contrast going from a chocolate sundae complected landscape to one reminiscent of the High Sierra or the Wind Rivers. Abra de la Calzada remains firm in my memory because of the sudden distinctive changes in rock and color.
The old Incan road of Camino Calzado seemed more travelled with the cobblestone and dirt grooved over with a well-stomped sheen. Springs gushed on to the road as a cold headwind blew into our faces. An old landcruiser slowly crept by us at one point loaded down with children in the back. The driver waved and the vehicle putted on. A bit later the same landcruiser came back up the valley. They stopped and smiled at us with the children peering over the seats from the back. Swami explained to them what we were doing and where we hand come from, Illimani to Illampu. They seemed genuinely impressed and even handed us over a few small nectarines. We sauntered on until we came to the end of the road. Actually, we came to the end of the presently constructed road where road crews had stopped for the day. The pampas below illuminated in the dusky light presenting a marvelous scene. We left the lay of the road for braided llama trails weaving down to the pampas below. At a tiny village we began a quick descent up to Sarani Pass, which by far was the easiest of the whole CRT. We then descended into dreamy valley, hazy with polished walls of granite with long ribbons of waterfalls plunging from cold and icy heights reminiscent of Yosemite Valley. The medieval rock walls and corrals that matched and blended in with the countryside made the valley feel more settled and active with locals. We passed a road crew, which at this point I think we had begun to be on alert, more perceptive in our dealings with the locals with the sudden population increase. I mean, we had had so much time with hardly any souls save for a few shepherds in the whole Cordillera Real. The vibe was different as we neared the more touristy area of Sorata. The road crew waved us over, with one man leading the bunch who seemed not as 'official' as the man in uniform who passed us and said nothing to us. It seemed the crew itself was left to their devices while the surveyor did his own thing. At this point, we ambled alongside their work zone with a young kid who had been tailing us for about a mile. He had a jovial spirit but carried a planting hoe over his shoulder. He wasn't very threatening but we kept him in eyesight and positioned ourselves with him on the right and in front of at least one of us. Anyways, Swami waved the road crew over to us rather than us go to them. The leader of the bunch asked for money. We told them we had none. He said the money would be used to help widen the ancient path so tourists could be guided easier with burros and guides, so vehicles could get through. Swami spoke in his usual charming although an overtone of sternness persisted in the conversation. To say there wasn't any tension is incorrect. The group circled around us and as quickly as it all started Swami ended it and we left not letting thhem know exactly where we were going. A few hundred feet down the road with the young kid in tow still sporting his planting hoe Swami told him to piss off, which he did. At this point, we were on full alert as went entered the village of Cocoyo. The town felt a little off to me, an eerie vibe. In town I felt the subversive looks cast in our direction although the people were more shy and quiet than anything. As we strolled down a hilly road the backdrop was hard not to notice despite the ill-feeling. The setting was beautiful and stunning, the town situated in a glacial river valley, the river milky in color, low, thick clouds hung from the hanging hillsides, and sharp craggy peaks sprouted up above the low clouds. We pooped into a couple stores to find some food for the night. We picked up some fresh goat cheese and saltine crackers among other tiny treats. We did not linger long in town and left walking up valley in a large pampa. We passed a young girl who avoided eye contact. Shy, she walked quickly as she rushed her small pigs towards the village. Near our junction with a rough trail that went up a sharp gulch about 2 miles from Cocoyo, we found a hidden campsite in the trees and tall shrubs. We limited our headlamp traffic that would broadcast our position. Otherwise our clandestine camp, up on a knoll, was perfect.
Lightning lighted the sky all night, the flashes coming from another valley. A heavy mist and sticky fog clung to the morning air. Up early, we started the climb. Early morning pink light shined on the faces of the peaks above that would occasionally appear through the moving clouds. I noticed on the way up the first pass, Abra Korahuasi, a very cool old Incan trail, that the llamas we trailed put their ears back like Wile E. Coyote. I laughed at this as I walked behind a small herd. A quick descent into another stunning valley ensued until we hit a major dirt road, the first of its sort in a handful of days. We strolled up the easy grade passing an elderly couple hand plowing their clumpy potato patch. They waved and smiled at us with an aura friendliness and hospitableness. We missed our turn off to go up a drainage towards Abra Illampu, our last pass of the CRT. I think we were enjoying the easy walking of the dirt road, but we snapped out of the hypnotic pace and caught our mis-position. We found our way up via interweaving strands of llama trails. After intersecting with a well-travelled trail we followed a wide basin up to a rocky headwall with a cockscomb ridge line. We scrambled our way to the crest. Abra Illampu was our 23rd pass of the whole route. We sat down in comfortable rocky notches and admired incredible views of Nevado Illampu. Huge chunks of ice clung to the top of the peak seemingly a couple hundred feet thick. Ribbons of frozen ice falls clung to the couloirs streaming down from the lofty summits. Ferrous colored ridges fell from the massif, barren with hues of deep crimson and a stark moon rock disposition. We had a few shared emotional moments together, thinking about the scope of the whole trek.
As much as this was a significant landmark to us because of all the hard work attaining all the other 22 passes before, our work wasn't done. We trotted down steep trail, sliding along scraped out trail in a narrow gully. The trail widened the lower we went until we hit a tiny village. Going off the research Swami did using Google Earth we found a little used path that skirted very steep hillsides, cliffs actually. We think this old foot path was used before the road was put in, an old thoroughfare between villages and the high grazing grounds of the alpine country. We descended 7000ft connecting a tiny village with another tiny village. We navigated quickly through agricultural fields passing farmers. We made a few mistakes moving so quickly and using our guts to get through because we knew the end was near. But this weaving in and out of farmer's paths proved to be entertaining enough, like figuring our way through a maze. The ecozones changed rapidly as we descended and suddenly we were in the yungas. Huge eucalyptus trees lined the road and the deep gullies, parrots flew and squawked over head, and the hustle and bustle of people sprang up from the clustered hillsides. At long last, after all the zig-zaggings through the fields, we arrived in Sorata, some 150m and 23 passes later from the tiny village of Cohoni, spanning the whole Cordillera Real, from Nevado Illimani to Illampu.
Thursday, November 23, 2017
Cordillera Real Traverse: Part 3:
Mileage is important to me. With mileage I smile, I feel that I have travelled, that I have been in sync with the movement of the world, the universe, the flow. I am seriously not trying to be cheesy here. However, what is not important to me is time. Maybe part of what I strive for with long distance hiking is to be living in the moment at a constant clip. Life seems to be always on the precipice of ending which makes it that more valuable. Distances ahead show me what moments lie away from my instantaeuos liveable moment. The urge to get to these distances is so great and compulsive yet if I couldn't walk another step and I evaporated into thin air I would be fine with that. Maybe that is what I want, maybe that is why I walk all day, to experience all that I can with each step, to put utter exertion into the life I want to live, until I expend and die out. And with steps the mileage adds up, in turn, with each step I forget about time.
I preface this non-descriptive entry with some inner babble because this is the section I cannot explain, that I find hard to write about. Simply put, this day was one of the best days ever-----5 massive passes between 15500-17000ft, incredible views and scenery, so much hard work, pushing ourselves deep within, exerting a massive physical effort that uplifted our spirits.
•Pass 1: We left Sharktooth's place and ambled up a long valley. We waited for a shepherd coming up quickly behind us at a rocky fenceline where the opening of the fence of the grazing area narrowed to a foot path. He was old yet hiked like a young man. Friendly, he smiled with no teeth. We let him ahead and kept a reasonable pace behind him to not interrupt his way to his daily task. I am sure he was going to his herd of llamas. On the top of a massive headwall we found a beautiful alpine lake nestled in a narrow part of the drainage with a serrated ridge above. At the pass, swirls of chocolate talus and caramel scree blended into the moonscape as if a giant chocolatier whipped up a confectionary concoction, or a barista swirled together chocolate and caramel on top of some type of mocha. (Clearly, I just drink regular coffee.) We gazed all around us in awe. To the south a stunning view of Huayna Potosi poking its nose over the 16,000ft chocolate ridge. After a few minutes lingering about this pass we had a fun descent into an enormous basin shrouded by massive peaks looming above. From the pass a sliver of trail could be seen weaving its way through the basin, as well as the next pass we were shooting for.
•Pass 2: Through the basin we followed well-travelled tread good enough to make me think that this is a popular thorofare for shepherds or guided trekkers connecting between base camps of popular alpine and glaciated peaks. A steep climb occurred. Huge glaciers appeared as we trekked among the chocolate colored rock and dirt. At the top notch it was windy and chilly which meant we didn't linger nearly as long as the previous pass. Maybe a reason for that besides the elements up there was that a charcoal colored volcanic scree descent laid in front of us. This meant fun and we jumped off the pass with excitement. Along the way down, with the charcoal scree transitioning to the tussocks of alpine grass, we met another shepherd. This time a young man. We found him relaxing in the tall grass gazing up at the massive skyline. He seemed to be relishing the sunny slopes, the incredible view. He seemed to be in a certain type of meditation with a look of deep love for the mountains. He was of the mountains, period. His task was to tend to the llamas grazing below and he took advantage of his post by merely chilling on the amazing hillside looking up at the massive blocked peaks. I could tell time was irrevelant to him other than in the form of the sun moving across the blue sky. His hiking boots had holes in the front, his big toe wriggling occasionally, his gummy smile wide, his skin dark; his demeanor signified he knew the area, understood the mountains. What a life he led. We let him be and aimed for a climber's refugio in the valley deep below. All I could think about was my next life. I wanted to be that shepherd in the Andes, the Cordillera Real.
•Pass 3: Steep! I'm tempted to leave it at that, but I would be remiss to mention about the pretty llamas, the weaving trail winding its way up glacial moraines and steeply carved drainages, the massive shelf hanging above a deeply cut valley, and the zig-zagging and beautiful path climbing steeply through gully filled with loose rock. From a distance, this pass was very difficult to discern, like what it would look like from the top, or if there would be snowfields or a glacier choking the way forward. Neither was the case. Just cold and windy. We took cover behind an outcrop of boulders that shielded us from the icy wind and kept us warm. The incredible views of peaks and glaciers gave way to a precipitous descent that plunged thousands of feet through cascading scree and slabs of rock, ledges that fell off into a glaciated abyss, a turquoise lake absorbing the echoes of our grunts, of our watching-steps. Looking back from a precipice up the carved glaciated channel, one of the biggest and most imposing glaciers I have ever seen dominated the valley. The sharp peaks looked somewhat small atop this massive ice flow. The beautiful lake situated below...so blue, the bluest of blues. After a mix of route finding following some cairns and some scrambling along rock ledges, we descended to another lake, the highlight down being the hogback which we tip-toed down.
•Pass 4: From the luminescent lake, the radiant azure shining against the backdrop of the Altiplano in the distance to the west, we trekked around a massive ridge line that topped out at 16000ft and crossed over into another valley. The striations in the dirt, almost zebra-like rock lines of scree, metallic and charcoaled, led us the way and in a way that fascinated me. I was reminded of the coloring of the San Juans above timberline, simply mesmerized by the various hues. We trudged through sand, clumpy and in-between tiny pebbles and flakes resembled pumpkin seeds. Another moonscape.
•Pass 5: We traversed another huge valley with steep walls jutting straight up. Punching our way through soft ashy sand the ascent evoked scenes of Muir Pass but WAY bigger. We navigated along a crumbly path, constantly climbing, indulging in a spring spouting up from the ground, passing peaceful glacial tarns, continuing up and ever up through boulder-strewn corridors until finally making the pass to be awarded with an instantaneous alpenglow. Fuck, the end of the day, the most amazing day, we marvelled at the scene around us, a profound high altitude silence, a solemnity of solitude amongst the rock and scree, the puffy clouds and thin air, the mild wind whistling, and the mountain cold settling in for the night, heavy on the being. We hurried down from the pass after lingering a tad too long. We bounded through boggy streams until finding a wonderful campsite at 15000ft.
Swami and I woke up a little sluggish in the morning after the monster day the day before. I think we also felt after the effort the previous day we could afford to take little extra time that morning pfaffing about. Of course, it didn't take us long to kick it in gear. Off we went and eventually rounded a high ridge that gave us views of Lake Titicaca. Around a shoulder we set our sights on a beautiful valley filled with two huge beryl-colored lakes. Another steep drainage up a talus slope, piles of cinder flakes oozing down from the top and we hit a gap over 16000ft with splendid views. A fun descent along cruisy trail ensued. W decided to stay a bit higher on the descent rather than get to the drainage floor. A path of least resistance at first that ultimately turned into a harder conundrum in which we had to choose amongst four options of gaps spanning a huge ridge. Either gap, the way up each had crazy scree slopes at 60 degree angles or more. Amid our problem solving we couldn't help but gaze up valley at the amazing glacier seeping and clinging to a headwall. Referring to the map, we really couldn't concretely decide which gap was the least challenging,, or the easiest. The landscape is so enormous it was hard to tell how steep a hillside is or where a trail may lgically go along the contours within the landscape. To further hamper our decision-making, the llama pathways that lined the talus slopes blurred our vision of gradation and gave us hopes that a particular way may be a good way when in fact only provided us with more work. Pushing our way up two feet, then sliding down a foot in the loose talus kept us using every ounce of energy possible. In the end, we chose the most entertaining pass and not necessarily the easiest. I mean, besides the fact that Swami and I relish this type of hard work and exhaustive hiking, but from the pass you could see an amazing chocolate milk colored lake and huge, menacing peaks. We decided to shoe-ski down a steep scree slope about 2000ft. So incredibly fun, I couldn't help but think of us as big kids. Typical of our meanderings and navigations from the cresting of high passes Swami would lead the charge downhill, no trail, shredding the talus-gnar, shoe-skiing and scraping his way down to another glaciated valley backdropped by enormous serrated and glacier clad peaks. Nevertheless, this particular pass may have been the most entertaining.
We wrapped up the day cruising along a trail in a very long valley. As dusk began to blanket the pampa, cold sunk. We hopscotched from platform to frozen platform that crunched under our steps. The spiky grass crystallizing in the frigid evening. We found hard-packed sand, bare and dry, a fossil of a pond that became our campsite. I soaked my feet in an icy milky river before it got too cold. Swami stayed out of his tarp longer than me and hollered at me to look at the night sky. The night was thick with stars, the ambient light non-existent, so pitch black that I could fathom my hand a few feet in front of me. Luckily enough, the stars of the milky way provided enough glow to gather the shape of my hand in my mind's eye. The night sky resembled the white, chunky spackle of a ceiling inside of most apartments I have lived in. I only wish the stars would fall down as flaky as a ceiling.